I'm currently sitting in my hotel room waiting for my classes to start tonight at 6. This is such an amazing opportunity for me and I am so fortunate to have a broker who believes in me enough to send me to this course.
I honestly feel very off today, I am trying to clear my mind and focus purely on the course and the benefits it will have on my life. I plan on fully embracing this course and only (for the first time in my life) focus on myself and my needs with this course and really not concern myself with what I think other people are thinking about me. It's odd this little voice inside of me keeps telling me 'you don't deserve to be here'. Funny thing is a quieter voice is telling me 'you absolutely deserve to be here'! My goal today is to actually start feeling and believing that I deserve to be here. I wonder why I would do this to myself when I should be over the moon raring to go right now. Maybe I am just over analyzing myself today and giving this issue way too much attention.
Maybe because I am surrounded by such amazing people in this course that I find it hard to believe I too am one of those amazing people? I think that's it!! I am here for a reason, not only because of the faith my wonderful broker has in me, I 'm here because I deserve to be here! I have amazing potential and I believe only good can come from this course.
Anxious for the course to start, happy to have worked out the negativity today and now have the clarity of my mind to fully embrace this experience .
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