To Blog or not to Blog?

To Blog or not to Blog? that is the question. Yesterday I made the decision to not blog . Even though I made the conscious decision to have the post page open on my computer all day,sitting there encouraging me. I will admit that my mind was very clouded by an emotional blow I was dealt later in the afternoon. After that my mind body and soul just shut down. I was consumed by the negativity and by the event ,that nothing could flip that switch. I came to my blog and watched all the videos that make me smile. I reread my entries that forced me to think. My mind was constantly telling me to Blog ,constantly telling me to put the garbage out and constantly telling me to snap out of it.
So what happened you ask? why did I let myself slip into the darkness. I don't know really. I do know I can not beat myself up about it though. It happened , it's done, it's another day! I do want to reflect about what I learned from yesterday though, because there had to be something learnt from everything right?
What I learnt was this.
I am going to be dealt with emotional blows. It's alright to be hurt by them . Sometimes it may take longer to get over them then you planned.
It's alright to voice your pain to the person/ person's who hurt you always in a positive classy manner.
It's even better to choose not to engage in their childish games. I am proud that I did not respond.

After a somewhat solid night's rest I am ready to embrace today with a clear mind. After all it's a brand new day!

I have a drive to Red Deer today which will help me stay focused and clear.

Thank you to everyone who reads my blog. It's so wonderful to receive messages of encouragement from you and messages of how you can relate to this blog. I am very proud of this blog and grateful to all my friends who read it.

Staying focused and positive today!